Alaska Sommers

I confess that in 2009, I have ...

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 02:02:33 +0800

( ) stayed single for the whole year
(x) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broken someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) gone over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) had someone question your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) had a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
( ) done something you’ve regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
( ) broke a promise
(x) lied
( ) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
( ) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
( ) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
( ) changed your outlook on life
( ) sat home all day doing nothing
( ) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
( ) given up something important to you
(xxxxxxxx) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
( ) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) Cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
( ) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) become closer with a lot of people

via fight2thelimit the words struck a chord in me and i realised...

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 01:50:40 +0800

via fight2thelimit

the words struck a chord in me and i realised how often we set out to be someone who we hope to be, instead of who we really are and all the happiness that comes from loving ourselves as such. why the constant reassurance that we’re wanted.. that we’re accepted into this materialistic, superficial world? like the above reminds. i’ve only have much less than 80 years more. it’s scary, cause i dont like knowing that all i did was mug hard, get a good job, get my balenciaga(S), buy my own villa in the prime districts, and everything else….. that wouldn’t have mattered in my very last breath.

doctors and apples

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 01:03:05 +0800

today i learnt frm my dermatologist that fruit juices are useless.. And ebil. What you’re drinking.. Is sugar.. And water… And the colouring of the fruit.

So what he does is he blends a whole apple… And in the most unjoking face, tells me that he adds chilli just the way he likes it. His self fulfilling face after which makes for a good chuckle throughout the day.

some updates

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 03:06:40 +0800

I dipped over my 1.5l bottle and water came spilling into my poor macbaby. it’s now resting (not so) in peace. how clumsy can i get? I’m using a reeeeely slow pc nao. IBM. nothing much to say about that.

I had an awesome salmon burger with roasted potatoes and tons of baby carrots at IKEA today. Spent way too much on xmas tree decorations. white/black/gold this year. Had a jolly good time dollying the tree up with mom, all those gigling and cedele carrot cake (which is the sex) kudos to unc wayne + aunt sharon! hearts.

I turned down vvip tickets for zoukout. bad memories, lousy lineup cept for aero, heard armin was bad, well. glad i was with the girls and of course, the boy. I don’t know how you girlies can keep partying while keeping your face pristine. One night of hardcore drinking and dancing, and breakout brimming the next day. Gonna meet up my dermatologist soon. Perfect skin for 2010 d’accord?

I really realllllly want a 3 day week next yr. Maybe it’s bye to french? No one to talk to in it anyway. But, I’ve been aceing it with such ease, it’d be such a waste.

Sorry for the lack of updates, trying to get my hands on a new macbook pro. Meanwhile, churros and keep safe.

Tanning+swim in my THEHILLS pool tmr.

xoxo

(via papertissue) i realise how much i need to heal my inner...

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 01:26:21 +0800

(via papertissue)

i realise how much i need to heal my inner self. im so broken, distraught, and messed up. im going to tell daddy that i need my passport soon.

(via papertissue) this makes me smile, alot.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 22:35:06 +0800

(via papertissue)

this makes me smile, alot.

fight2thelimit: i want my own pony poo.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 16:21:09 +0800

fight2thelimit:

i want my own pony poo.

/sweetiepie.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 04:47:59 +0800

Love is waking up crying with a back that seemingly feels bruised and sprained,
yet resisting the urge to dial your number in in.
Love is being kept awake, missing your every warm breath on mine,
yet not wanting to wake up that dear, beautiful soul of yours.
Love is ..
wanting you to be the best you can, without me being selfish for once.
Love is, you.

Rebog this if you want to spread the word. Card to follow.

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 16:46:26 +0800

fuckyeahhlove:

ieathellokitty:

On December 2nd 2009, New York rejected the bill that would allow thousands of couples the right to equal marriage.

Without marriage equality, these couples are being denied over 1,300 benefits a heterosexual couple would have, no questions asked. These include seeing a loved on on their death bed (there was just a case where a woman died without seeing her partner or adopted children because they could not be married), health benefits as well as who gets custody of a child after a parent dies.

Technically, under the Bill of Human Rights, we should have these privileges and rights. By not extending them to all GLBT people, the USA is in violation of both the 2nd and 16th article.

On December 9th I am asking you to keep silent in protest of this unfair vote. Just for 24 hours or less if you really must talk. Make signs, draw equality signs on your hands…do what you will. Just make people see how this is an injustice on NY’s behalf. We recognize marriages from elsewhere but we do not preform them.

Printable cards found in images.

I feel the pain of those couples. Who are we to define which love is legal or illegal. Humanity held at the reins of those in power, trés triste.

(via pictureperfecthome) are you kidding me? love at first...

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 16:38:47 +0800

(via pictureperfecthome)

are you kidding me? love at first sight.

To the annoying boy:

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 01:59:59 +0800

Because of your endless jokes about french with your all time favourite phrase:
(yes he pronounces it this exact way)

“JEEERRRRR SUUUUUIIIIII ……. ZAAAAABAAAABBBBBB”

Everytime I see Je Suis… Which means “I am”
That phrase pops into my mind, and i start to giggle.

what. the. hell.

♥

want to cry already pls.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 20:47:16 +0800

want to cry already pls.

metal cranes, paper cranes.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 20:43:38 +0800

Timbre

Max Brenner

(via boygaga) hello.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 14:51:59 +0800

(via boygaga)

hello.

(via papertissue) I’m selfish, I ask too much.I need to...

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 12:34:56 +0800

(via papertissue)

I’m selfish, I ask too much.
I need to ask less, smile more.
Love more. There’s more to this r/s than me and my happiness.
I don’t wanna look back to 2009,
and forever find myself regretting,
why didn’t i just give in,
for the one love i held in my ♥ so dearly.

(via papertissue) omg, hop into my arms bunnyboo.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 12:31:53 +0800

(via papertissue)

omg, hop into my arms bunnyboo.

(via papertissue) barneyy.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 01:22:59 +0800

(via papertissue)

barneyy.

the night i fell in love with you, all over again.

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 23:24:00 +0800

I remember seeing you through my hazy glance in response to your call, I stumbled my way into your arms. and you put your arms around me, letting me lean against you while the vodka started kicking in.

I think if I tried hard enough, I could have remained sober enough to be sane. But I didn’t want to. I enjoyed being flimsy and clumsy, I didn’t want to do anything else but let you lead the way.

I loved how you wore my hoodie, it’s as if you were happy being mine. And the way you tied up your gorgeous hair, your defined jaw line became even sexier under the night sky.

Maybe I’ve been reading too much twilight, but I love the little moments when I could sneak up to you and place my lips on yours. I loved how we sat staring at the vast span of water with amber lights on the fringe. How you put the hoodie around me when I mumbled something about being cold. How you keep having to drag me back when I thought I was going “swimming”.

I love the moments when I was lying on your lap, while you were stroking my hair, staring down at me; your fingertips on my scalp. So soothing, so soft, so loving. I don’t know why I started crying, but I felt the pain coming back, from somewhere, somehow.

I loved how for that one moment, the world stopped in motion.
And it just became, me and you.

Photo

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 21:21:00 +0800

Photo

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 21:05:13 +0800